Love Timeline

Do you still remember the feeling of falling in love???

A sad case for me that I think this kind of feeling is sailing away from me now. Baby stuffs, house chores and some leftover stress and depressions kinda made my love bug died! How sad~

Me and Bun are so-not-in-the-mood-of-love nowadays. I think that's also one of the main reason that caused us different opinions in MOST of the things happening in life and arguments EVERYDAY! =_="

Argh~ Boring life of a young wife/mum. And am getting numb of everything!

And whenever there's an argument between me and Bun, both of us will not talk to each other... It's like a challenge: Whoever talks to the opponent LOSES THE BATTLE!!!

Childish maybe, but it's all about pride. Pride does matter.

Most of the time, I'm the winner. I can stop talking to him for hours or even, the whole day! He's the one who can't take the face I'm showing him and he desperately need someone to talk to him sometimes.

And whenever I'm in the cold war with him, I'll drown myself in the deep sea of my memories. I always does this.

And starting to think back... When was the first time I taste love?

I remember when I was little, around 7 years old, I had a crush on a boy who called 'Amirul'! Yeah, that time I just think that he's funny and attractive and nice to play with.

Who the hell knows we have to convert to Muslim at age of 7? LOL!!!

Anyway, this Amirul boy was sitting next to me. We will talk and draw pictures on papers. And the aggressive personality I have actually told him that I like him!

Surprise??? That means you don't know me well! LOL! I'm always aggressive when it comes to LOVE! Hehe~

And apparently this Amirul boy is afraid of me and ask for a seat change in class! Haha~ And there goes my first small pure crush on boys.

The next crush thingy happens when I was 12 going to 13.

It is year end holiday, me and my neighbour a.k.a 青梅竹马 ( friend who grew up together) went to work at a factory that time. The working place was located at Puchong Industrial Park, every morning have to wake up at 6a.m and get ready to wait for the uncle come fetch us at 7a.m.

There's only 6 or 7 part time workers there. And most of them are aged 12 - 15 including me.

This is the BEST working experience I've ever had.

The fun working atmosphere and jokes all around just made this experience memorable!

And here, I found Michael. A 14 years old boy with sunny smile! His smile and his jokes really brighten up my day. I guess this is why I fall for him.

We didn't really made any promises to each other. We're just flirting and enjoying it at the same time.

But when the holiday comes to its end, his friends start to urge him to approach me. And I say yes and officially become his girlfriend......

Which last only for a week or two. -_-"""

We broke up through phone calls because it was impossible to meet each other during school days. Imagine one at Puchong another at KL, without own transportation. Ah~ I rather being kill than take public transportation there.

I cried in the middle of the night for one whole months. LOL! When I think back the whole thing now it seems funny, but the love that we showed each other made deep impressions in me.

13 years old, Secondary school life starts here!!! So does the puppy loves!!!

I found my BFFs and together we joined Kadet Remaja Sekolah. (KRS) We love outdoor activities!

And when we're joining our first camp in the club, this one senior approach and say wanna know my friend! We're totally happy for her!

Maybe we watched too much of crappy movies, we actually meet up with this guy and his friend another day just so we can talk about the terms & conditions being friend with Calvin (the guy who approach) and what he'll do just to make his promises sounds reliable.

And suddenly he say he had a crush on me.

I was like :WTF!? I thought you were after my friend????????

I was surprised like hell and now I'm one of the main character of this whole discussing thing. LOL!

Calvin's friend made a promise which sounds like this:

If Calvin ever betray/cheat on you while be with you, I will run around the school compound naked!!! (YEAH! THAT MEANS YOU STILL OWE ME THE NAKED RUN TILL TODAY!!!)

Ridiculous but all of us buy what he said. LOL! Unbelivable naive right????

The whole puppy love relationship goes on and off on and off, I even made friends with one of his rumour girlfriend which made attempts of suicide because of his on and off behaviour.

WTF! When I know this I made up my mind that this whole thing has to come to an end. Yes, I broke up with him, yelling this decision at the corridor outside my class during break time with tears flowing down. And he's so irresponsible he doesn't even care about what I feel! What a jerk!

So, after the yelling incident at corridor, I moved on.

Form 2, I was degrade to a lousy class because I was not doing well in my studies. And this time, boys whom I met are those who does not put effort in studies, like to linger around cyber cafe and snooker centre, and skip classes whenever they like.

I was arranged to sit with a guy called Eng Meng at the last row because I was the tallest girl among all.

At first, I didn't feel there's anything special in him or between us. We merely even speak. But as time goes by, more and more topic spoken, and somehow I found him quite attractive. A different kind of boy I've never encounter with before this. And yet, another crush for me.

I'm not so sure how he feels, but I dropped him a small note in his bag saying: I like You, how bout you? Let me know k?

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL!!!!! My friends were shocked. They can't believe I did this, and yes I DID!!!!!

And things turn out to be good, he likes me too!!! And then, another puppy love relationship begins!

But somehow the special feelings of me towards him start to change bit by bit as I slowly discover that he's not my type. Honest to say, he doesn't meet my level, as a human being. I can't find things to be learn and be proud of in him.

Irresponsible me? Yes, I admit. I shouldn't start the whole thing in a rush. Should've put it aside and see how my heart feels. I know I hurt him a lot that after I clear out my mind that I don't wanna continue this relationship, we didn't speak for the rest of the year.

I didn't have a chance to say this, but allow me to say it here:

"I'm Sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you with my immature actions towards this issue. I hope you'll understand and accept my apologies. Sorry."

Ahh~ I feel better.

And life goes on... Of course this whole crush thingy didn't end just there.

In fact, I had crush on a lot of people after that! Not all at the same time of course.

I had a crush on a good looking form 5 senior when I was form 3. I called him and we chat even though he doesn't really know who am I. And this whole situation become funny because once again, I confessed!

LOL! Yeah, I know I did it again. But I just can't help it. I want to let him know how much I fell for him and I wanna know whether he has the same feelings too. But apparently NOT! He doesn't like me, he even asked his classmate to call me and threaten me not to contact him anymore.

My small lil heart was broken. T_T So cruel!!! He could've told me that directly instead of asking friends to act as his girlfriend and do this threatening phone call!

However, this heart broken incident didn't stop me from having crush on somebody else. And this somebody is no ordinary human being, he's alien, from outter space. LOL!

I didn't make confession this time, but somehow he manage to find out that I was having crush on him, and he asked one of the girl which is MY FRIEND to act as his girl friend just to let me feel out of hope in becoming his girl friend.

Yes, I appreciate him of being this kind, not to tell me to stop falling in love with him directly in my face but asking MY FRIEND to act as his girl friend is just as hurt as telling me directly!

NO! IT HURTS EVEN MORE!

I got turned down by this guy I like and at the same time, betrayed by my friend!!! Things can't get more worst than that!!!!

Some insiders told me this whole plot and then I realise I'm just a funny clown, being laughed by those who know this whole incident.

From that day onwards, I no longer keep in touch with that girl anymore!

That girl is none other than Lim Li Pin! If you insist in knowing her name.

How can you be so cruel to your friend that you actually act as her crush's girl friend??? Some more, if I'm not mistaken, you guys even hold hands in front whenever I'm around!

You can refuse to do this by telling alien, but you DIDN'T! In fact, you somehow kinda enjoy in this whole acting!!!

Why???

Because you're enjoying in being his so-call-fake-girlfriend! Am I right? Attention Seeking TRAITOR!

This is so unacceptable. I was so furious when I know the truth and I swear to myself this girl will never ever ever appear in my friend list FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!

I hate people betray me! Especially MY FRIENDS! What are friends for??????? To be betray and laugh at???

FUCK YOU!!!

Fyi, I never talk to her ANYMORE since the day I know the truth. On another side, me and alien become friends till today. Nice right? :D

From there, I move on again. From senior at Form 6 to drama class senior, move on to my best friend's boyfriend, then to my Japanese class teacher... I never stop falling in love, making confessions and then being rejected.

Not even one of them accept my love. I was all heart broken and seriously, feeling miserable and ashame of myself. I felt that as if I'm an ugly duckling that no one loves her because of her ugly looking.

I was in a consistent of depressions when I was 18 - 19 years old as I feel my life is colourless and lack of love. Friendship is another thing, that doesn't count. When it comes to love, my heart is longing for it, for such a long time, it was all exhausted and despair.

I haven't been loved and pampered by someone who loves me since I was 14 years old! That makes me forget the feeling of being loved by someone!

Watching all my friends commit themselves in relationship makes me feel envy over them. They manage to find someone who love them so much that they willing to put in a lot of effort just to make each other happy!

Wow, just by seeing them smile happily, falling in love with each other deeply sometimes made my heart ache so bad.

Thanks to one of my BFF Peiyue who is eagerly trying to find me a good guy, and she has made it!

Yes, she and one her friend of that time, which is now my friend too plan the whole thing to introduce Bun to me, and the whole thing just go on and on and on until today.

This whole blog post sounds funny? Maybe. But you can never imagine how much I've learn from these people. They are the one who mold me into ME this day!

Without them and all these sweet and sour experiences, I will never be the ME today. And too, you'll never imagine the mature-ness in me after all these years.

The one thing I should always remind people around me is:

If you feel like doing it, then just do it! Don't ever just let the chance pass by and then regret for not doing it! You're not worth to pity at all if that's your case!

That's why I never fail to make confessions to those whom I have crush on. I want them to understand my feelings, even though I know most likely they'll get the shock of their life and then refuse my approach.

It's ok and totally fine with me. At least I've tried my best in pursuing my happiness! :) And there's nothing to be regret of!

Ha! I think I'm gonna teach Xuan Xuan this theory of life when he grow up! XD

XuanFormers 2 : Revenge Of The Xuan Xuan

This is the 2nd part of my outing. Read the 1st part HERE!

As I've mention in the previous post, this is the FIRST TIME I catch a movie after a bloody long 10 months and 3 weeks... And all these no thanks to the arrival of Xuan Xuan!

No, I'm not blaming him for this, don't get it wrong.

Anyhow, after months, I finally get to watch a movie!!! Some more is the movie I have waited for 2 years!!! ( I know I've mentioned this before too, but please, bear with me and my excitement ok?)

Thanks to Bun who understands me and bring me to watch this movie even though all of us are as tired as hell!

*Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen*

By the time we reach Cineleisure Oops! E@Curve is around 8pm+... With much anticipated we head to the cinema ticket booth to check on the time slot of the movie.

And the next time slot will be... 9PM!!! WOW! How good is that??? The timing fits our schedule PERFECTLY!!!

So, three of us queue up to purchase the ticket. Lots of people are queueing up too! I guess the downhill of economy doesn't affect Malaysian much though...

While in the middle of the queue chatting, I look up to the screen again to see whether the seats are still available or not, and guess what...

We look at the WRONG time!!!

No, I mean the time is RIGHT but the class of the seat is PLATINIUM instead of normal class seat!!!! Oh~ How dumb are we???? Being happy too early...

We thought the movie showed at least 3 weeks and and people already finish watching it... But the colour of the time slot we're going for proves me wrong. It's selling FAST!

All the best seats were taken. $*#($&*(&$#)*)@#&)$^&^!

Only the first two row in front were empty. Was a bit hesitate: To watch or Not to watch as the seats and time are not ideal for all of us but a sudden gush of seeking fun just made the decision a YES!

And our sit is the 2nd row in front, corner!

Oh great, we're going to have neck pain after the long 3 hours of movie watching!

For the free time between 8:45pm till 11:15pm, please refer to the previous post too!

And finally, wait after wait after wait, the time has come!!! Good God! You don't understand how sleepy we are when we're yum cha-ing at The Apartment and how 'lao gai' is Xuan Xuan!

We just want to watch the movie and go home immediately after that!

After seated, Xuan Xuan sit on my lap and staring at the HUMONGOUS SCREEN he have never seen in his life!!!

And become EXTREMELY quiet!!! O_O""" What a rare behaviour of his!

I guess he's stunned by the surround sounding and the visual!

The one of the reason we choose the corner seat. Easy to cover up as no one sees me breastfeeding! Muahahahahahaha XD

*Our seats, the red circle one*

Xuan Xuan was mad tired after he fulfilled his curiosity at staring at the screen, not more than 3 minutes drinking he fell asleep!!!

Hooray~!!!! I am all free to watch the whole movie at ease!!!!!

Since this is action movie, wars and actions include all those explosions and guns firing scenes are a MUST! But the amazing audio and speakers of Cathay Cineplex gave me a major headache.

Xuan Xuan is awake by the huge sounds of effects and explosions but I manage to make him fall asleep again.

But not when the characters in the movie are trying to reach Optimus Prime at the desert!

That's the climax of the whole movie as the arm forces are there, the good guys and bad guys are there, both fighting to prevent the sun to be destroy.

Xuan Xuan was frightened with the sound effects and started to cry. He couldn't recognise who is hugging him nor talking to him, he just cry and cry and cry so badly I can't even stay inside the cinema!

*I ran towards the exit quickly because I don't want to interrupt others movie watching experience... Poor me, I missed most part of the climax T_T*

After Xuan Xuan is settled down outside the corridor, I go into the cinema, but this time, I'm stand at the back. Along with one cinema worker, both of us stand at the back watching the movie.

Funny? Maybe. But I know once I sit down, Xuan Xuan will definitely start crying again (Don't ask me how I know, I just KNOW! He's my son!). I don't want to be 'boo' by other guests, so sacrifice is a must.

*Standing at the back watching*

Not long after that, another worker came in and stand beside his colleague. I was forced to stand in the middle and at the same time, lullaby Xuan Xuan so he can fall asleep again. Walk here and there and watching the movie is just so not fun!

I hope the couple at the back seat there doesn't get influence by my appearance.

*Walking and Watching at the same time*

For the last 30 minute of the movie, I was standing watching it. Although I missed some part of it, but still I like this movie, overall. Maybe it was not as good as the 1st one, but still this is one good movie of the summer. Rating will be 8.5/10!

I wonder, when will be the next movie watching? Maybe when Xuan Xuan is able to listen and obey his parents advice and able to control his own behaviour. Then I would gladly like to bring him around doing fun activities such as catch a movie?! LOL!

Ah~Toddlers are cute yet fussy! What a movie watching experience!

Horror Movie Addict

If you're a friend of mine IRL (in real life), you'll know that I'm REALLY a horror movie addict!

One of the peak of my teenage life was to watch ALL, literally, ALL horror movies that are showing in the cinema! How freakish is that?

And to tell you, I don't mind watching alone!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ XD I'm proud of not being freak out by those horror scenes in movies!!!!!!!

Mostly when other girls go "Kiyaaaaa~", covering their eyes with jacket or popcorn box, I was sitting there, staring at the screen, in the same time laughing at those girls' scream. LOL!

Honestly, my mum is the one indirectly made me into this freakish girl who doesn't afraid of watching horror movies alone!

I was trained to watch horror movies since I was little along with my mum, and of course, I was told that all the ghosts are effects made by human, that sure ease a lot of fears within me and boost the braveness. Haha XD

Last week, I was doing a Horror Movie Marathon!!!! How cool is that!?

Xuan Xuan going to bed, and I'm the one who is compulsory in accompany him because have to feed him till he sleeps in. And during that waiting moment, I'll just run the PPStream program and watch horror movies!!! This is call the efficiency of time usage!

And not to mention, most of the horror movie I watched last week SUCKS BIG TIME! I almost fall asleep during the movie, not to mention scare or something.

The horror movie marathon gave me an inspiration on this post, I think I should share something with all the horror movie fans out there!!!

All the movies below is just a small part of the horror movies I've watched, but you think it's nice, maybe you can watch it again or something!

The Tale Of Two Sisters

This is one of the Korean horror movie that made a deep impression in me. It was not that scary but the story line is GOOD! Not VERY good but at least nice to watch and not feeling time wasted! I just love the two actress which play the role of the daughters!

SHUTTER

A lot of people said this is one scary movie but I didn't seems to feel it as it doesn't leave much impression in my memory! But anyway, Thailand made horror movie is worth to support! They are freaky, ugly, disgusting and lots of leng luis! XD

THE SAW SERIES

I watched all the SAW series. The guy who planned everything was so fucking genius that every method of killing is a form of ART! Can you believe that there's 23137897 ways to kill people? But I remember clearly I was once freaked out by the horrible laughing of the significant puppet when I was browsing the Movie section of Yahoo!Japan! Alone in the middle of the night!!! That was one fucking moment I will never forget!

RE-CYCLE

Good story, talking about karma of abortion. But the ending is a bit weird as there are two Lee Sin Jie appear in the end! What does that mean????

DORM

Another Thailand made horror movie. Although the movie slogan says: Every dorm has a tale, but this tale you will never forget. I still forget what is this story about! Haha~ That means the story line is not making any impression in me!!! But I still can remember some scenes of it like the boy who take bath and the ghost is beside or something... LOL!

孤立者(I don't know how to translate in English)

This was one of the crappy movie that I watched last week! The story is soooooo dull and a bit confusing I really feel like quit watching but still, I insist in knowing the ending and continue! But disappointment is what I get in the end. Maybe I'm searching for some thrilling feeling but this one is more to sentimental horror which has deep meaning.

The Cut

I watched this, I swear! But I forgot what the story is about. Maybe not worth watching anyway...

DEAD SILENCE

I watch this with Peiyue, KokCheong and the famous Late King a.k.a Lao Gao a.k.a Kevin at KLCC. The most ridiculous part of this movie outing is Kevin arrive when the movie is almost finish, at its climax. LOL! He missed the whole front part! Ridiculous or not??? Haha!

I kinda feel uneasy when a movie is about talking puppets or disgusting freaky clown, don't you think so?

TO TEACHER WITH LOVE

Korean horror movie always want to make the theme beautiful isn't? This is another meaningful horror movie from Korea. Although not much ghosts appear but the story line is awesome! Twist and turn and there, you get an unexpected ending!

DARK WATER

I think I watched this for 2 or 3 times at Cinema. The creepy ambience of the whole movie give people a chill! Even guys were nervous watching this! One thing I remember is when the mum head back to house to find her child, a guy in the cinema suddenly shout: Oi! Kat tandas!!! TANDAS!!!! (At Toilet! Toilet!!!) Then the whole cinema burst in laughter!! See!? I told ya guys were nervous!

GHOST DRUM

This is one of the horror movie which Bun accompany me watching! He seldom do that because he don't like to scare himself with all these nonsense! LOL! But this movie is nothing creepy, more like love story, not recommended!!!

STAIRWAY

The whole movie is about counting stairs! 1, 2, 3, 4, 5............. ZZZZzzzzz.....

28 WEEKS LATER

This is one of the horror movie I like! To me, this is not scary at all! In fact, the whole zombie concept and virus spreading is so surreal as it will happen among us anytime anywhere! More to disgusting and bloody type movie than creepy horror.

UZUMAKI

Lots of people doesn't know such movie does exist. Combine a bit with Japan culture and its weirdness, this horror movie does stand out compare to the others. This is more to weird than scary! Nice but unique, watch at your own risk!

But the one and only movie I think is succesful in giving people scary thoughts and creepy feeling is none of the above... It is...

JU-ON

How many of you can survive watching this movie alone in a dark room with full sound stereo on? I can't make it! I only can watch till half way even though I already know the whole story and know what will be coming! The woman with the eye glaring down at you with the sound effects of the throat oh gosh somebody HELP ME!!!!

P.S: No movie poster of Ju-On as I don't want you guys have nightmare!

P.S.S: All these are just based on my own opinions of horror movie. Tell me which movie gives you sleepless night! Recommend it to me! XD

My LURVE Affair with XX

My LURVE affair is no ordinary LURVE affair. Deep inside my heart, I knew this will be the eternal love of my life!!!

Wonder why my LURVE affair is with XX?

XX is not the 'XXX' like nuffnang wrote in its post title...

XX is something soft, adorable, a bit hairy (LOL!)...

Something which will makes me laugh my heart out everyday since the day we first met!!!!

Now, I shall introduce XX to you....

XX:

*Hi to all my mum's blog friendsss~ Nice to meet you guys/girls!!!!*

XX= Xuan Xuan!!!

You know what? I sing 'A Song For XX' by Ayumi Hamasaki to Xuan Xuan almost everyday because I think this song is purposely written for Xuan Xuan!

Our relationship is something I will call 'Miraculous!'

When he laugh, I will laugh together; When he cry, my heart will ache so much that I will do anything I can just to make him smile again!

Even when he's just lying there, remain silent, just by watching him I feel the warmth that nourishes my heart!

*......*

I still remember that both of us met at 31st of August 2008! A wonderful, sunny day which is best for special encounter like this!

Since then, watching you grow up day by day, has become something that entertains me so much I wouldn't want this to end!

*Ya, more leng zai day by day!!! XD*

I'm in LURVE with XX more and more as time goes by!!!

*Can you feel my love?*

I will do anything to ensure my child get the best, no matter in food, leisure or education.

During snack time, I will give Xuan Xuan this:

*Multigrain Chips is LURVE!!!!*

Maybe you'll think: What kind of insane mother will give her child Twisties LURVE as snack????

But behold! These chips are not any other chips you see on the supermarket shelves!

Twisties LURVE is a healthy, multigrain chips which made from wheats, oats, rice, corn and sunflower seeds.

*Beside those healthy ingredients, there's NO artificial colouring and NO preservatives added while making the chips!*

Now, who'll be stupid to refrain self from consuming these healthy multigrain chips as snack???

Beside the healthy ingredients, I get more LURVE from the chips too!!!!

*+20% More LURVE!!! How powerful is that!!!*

I want to be a nice mother which is considerate and caring enough. so, whenever it comes to decision making, I'll let Xuan Xuan to decide himself on what he wants.

*But due to the healthy-ness and its 3 superb taste - French Onion, Hot'N'Spicy and Seaweed Nori, even Xuan Xuan is confused, don't know which one to choose!!!*

*From his eyesight and gestures, I know he wants to eat 'Seaweed Nori' flavour today!*

*Nom... Nom.... Nom...*

*One after one, one after one.. He just can't stop eating!!!

*Even me myself can't resist the temptation of falling in LURVE!*

I enjoy LURVE-ing, being LURVE-d, and I will definitely teach Xuan Xuan the power of LURVE so he can always share LURVE with everyone he knows!

And now, he's so addicted to LURVE and...

*He must sleep with LURVE!*

What an angel with LURVE I have here! =)

I messed up!

My life, literally.

Just viewed Jamie and Brenda's registration of marriage(R.O.M) video clip and photos at facebook. (I mistakenly thought Jamie was called Bernard because I'm sure I saw this name somewhere else at Brenda's friendster... Now Yik Chong's name become Jamie already, LOL!)

You know what? I think mine R.O.M is pathetically indescribable miserable.

I don't even have ONE, NOT EVEN ONE friend attend my R.O.M... That should be one of my happiest moment of life which I have to and need to remember but not anyone is there to witness that moment with me.

What a poor little girl I am... Honestly, I'm still holding a grieve about this deep inside my heart but no one knows that... Erm wait, now you know!

Still, I think this will be the pain of the century.

Imagine, no one is there to attend your funeral, serious case? Yes indeed! And registration of marriage is something important like funeral too! It's once in a lifetime ( to some people, I wish I am in the category too!) and I didn't leave myself a good memory of it!

I still remember me and Bun even having a fight that day morning when we're preparing at home. Pathetic or not!?

I didn't dress properly and nicely, was not in a good mood because my tummy was big and Xuan Xuan is inside, old enough to be born to this world. I was wearing a aunty-ish, white, maternity dress without ironing it before we head to the JPN.

In fact, we're late for that day too!

We're suppose to reach at 8 a.m. and the procedure should be start at 8 a.m. too... But we reach there at 10 a.m. because of the stupid argument we had earlier.

No mood to make-up, no mood to pick nicer clothes to wear, no mood to go to JPN, no mood to wait, no mood to say 'I Do!' too......

No one knows...

And still, life keeps on going, and me too moving forward until today. But really, I seriously know that something is missing from that day.

I knew we both weren't loving enough to face the entire circumstances of marriage and life which lies ahead, am I right?

All we have these days are just arguments and cold war... I just hate it when these happen!!!

That day another friend Chun Mun asked: If you're able to choose to restart, will you choose this path again?

You remain silent, but I know you wouldn't choose the same path, same as me. So, I answered him that I won't. I won't be on the same path as the same me today if I am given chance to restart this whole thing.

But don't get me wrong, I'm not regret of having Xuan Xuan as my dearest son, I'm not regret for marrying Bun and started this family, I'm just sad that the one who will share my life with me does not understand me as he should be.

If I'm given a chance to choose, I will live a life which is totally opposite with what I am living right now.

You never know what you'll be doing, who you'll met and what decision you will be making in life. You'll never know what is awaiting ahead of you...

Just like Michael Jackson passed away so sudden that everyone got shocked. No one in this world saw it coming, but God let it happened. Everyone thought he's going to grow old like everyone else does.

No body know... No one knows ANYTHING about the next minute ahead...

That's why I knew that I must do something to change my life to a better one.

At least something, I wish to do at least SOMETHING to bring the impact into my life, despite the impact is the smallest of all, I know I still have to figure it out to make a change.

I know that I have chosen this path, I will try my best to live the fullest of it.

If you're a friend of mine, do waken me up whenever I'm complaining of my life so that I can escape from the clouds of misery of my own hallucination.

Thank you.

I shall proceed to the next page of life then.

Last but not least, Jamie and Brenda are leaving Malaysia today to Melbourne, and start their newly weds life!!!

Wish you guys all the best and do always come back and visit us ya~ (If me and Bun are having sufficient financial capability, we will go Melbourne find you guys! XD)

Recover-ING

Was sick of fever... Am recover-ING now...

Met with Bun's friend Bernard Yik Chong and Brenda Chin Yee and a whole bunch of friends at Sunday. And a lil side note is Bernard just came back from Melbourne!!!

I was itsy-bitsy-tiny-weeny worry about the Influenza A that gotten spread so seriously at Melbourne, you know, I have a high risk group here - Xuan Xuan.

But guess what, I'm weaker than Xuan Xuan. Gosh~

Anyway, will drink lots of water and won't let myself collapse.

I'm trying to label up all my previous blog post so I can remove the archive list... It is getting longer and longer and longer and longer... Sure is squashing all the creativity juice I have in brain now.

Will blog properly SOON! Ciao~