Estee Lauder Model Search 2009, My Experience

7th of July 2009, can be counted as one of the important day of the year especially this year as I'm trying to realise one of my dream on this day.

Ahh~ I love number 7!

And as usual, the 3 of us will be heading out to make my dream come true!

*Xuan Xuan looks funny sleepy here!!! and Pardon Moi's naked face, this is how moi looks like when no make up on!!*

*Yeng ar!!!*

After Bun went to Post Office to finish his things, then we head to my dreamland...

KLCC...

Of course not KLCC la, is the Concourse Area of KLCC, where Estee Lauder is helding a function for the Model Search 2009!

Year 2007, I told my mum that there's this model search thingy going on... And surprisingly she's supporting me to go on with it! But too bad that time I was not really free for the period when they hold the event, so I'll make up my regret today!

*So Model Glam-ish!*

I walk up to their registration counter and made the payment for this. RM280 for your information.

Most of the people will think this kind of events are bluffing people and just for money purpose, and yes, I'm totally agree with you, their main purpose are just to attract more sales....

But another side of my story will be, I have to leave a memorial thing i.e. potrait or something for this year! Year 2009! If I don't, for sure I will regret!

So, I choose this event to realise my dream and so-call-target...

When I sign up and waiting for make-up artist to do my make-up, I can feel my heart beating as fast as it can! Is this how it feels like when you're going after what you wish? If yes, I think I felt something amazing!!!

And during the begining of make-up session, I was afraid to take out my camera to snap pictures as you know, these big brand companies always have something they want to keep secret or so call their own policies...

And after telling myself to be brave and just snap, this is it:

*Can you feel my fear of being told not to take pictures?*

I'm very curious how bloggers manage to come over the embarassing moments of being told 'No Photos Allowed'? Won't you feel embarassed of being confront like this???

I think I'm one girl that lack of bravery... I need to accumulate more and more life experiences to achieve more in my life I think.

*My assigned make-up artist applying blusher on my cheek bone*

*Now make my lips sexy please, I wanna seduce all the judges and let me win! XD*

*Make up DONE!*

*The final photo at the make up station, and that's my make-up artist Fara! She's cute and nice!*

For the make-up, we're given 4 types of make-up for selection. I really don't know what kind of make-up I'm suit with, so the decision is make by Fara the make-up artist. And mine was 'Classic Beauty'.

That's why you see all the 'earth tone colours' on my face.

And next station will be....

*Hairdo station!*

*Say good bye ugly hairstyle!*

During the hair curling process, the hair stylist was super talkative! We talked like we know each other for years!!! But too bad, we did not leave numbers or msn to each other... LOL! I'm not S&A anymore...

But I still remember he's from Miko at Sg Wang branch *wink* Let's see if this fate of being friends can continue or not :D

And after hairdo, we have to change to dress for the photoshoot session.

All dresses are sponsored by Eclipse. Lots of dress, mainly plain style, but a lot of colours... Got white, pink, yellow, red.....

and I got...

*Purple Toga Dress!!! XD And too, decision on which dress is not mine too, I think I don't really understand my style, which is a bad thing :(*

*Me camwhoring in the changing room... And takes too long time, the girl in charge knock door asked is everything ok!!! LOL!*

*Me love toga dress!!! I want one! *Prays Bun read this and can buy one for me!!! XD*

I was nervous during the photo taking session... But the photographer said I'm quite good at posing and asked do I always go for photoshoots! That really add some confidence in me!

After snapping around 10 - 15 frames of pictures, there ends my photo taking session...

Change back to my own apparels and I waited for 10 minutes till my turn to choose which photo I wanna print it out.

As I mentioned earlier, all these are just trying to persuade woman to splurge more and more money in making this one time experience unforgettable.

I paid RM280 for this model search thingy, and I will get RM230 worth of Estee Lauder products. So it'll be RM50 for the potrait thingy.

So once you saw 10 - 15 pictures of you uploaded into their pc for a preview, sure you heart goes all itchy and think: Aiyo~ All also pretty leh~ Which photo I'm going to choose to print out??? Only can print ONE... Wasted la....

And this time, at the very moment when you're telling your heart to settle down for ONE prettiest shot, the person will tell you: Actually we got some other options to print more shots of you... You can choose this: 1 big frame and 3 small frame of pics for RM1xx... Or you can buy a CD contains all the pictures of you for RM100!

Sounds tempting, but for me who is seriously poor, I do not have extra moolah to spend on these. Say bye bye to all the pictures of mine. :( But still I gave in and paid extra RM10 on laminating a water-resistant film on top of my picture so the colours won't fade easily.

One frame choosen, and now for the retoucher to put on some magic! You can see clearly the difference of before and after the photoshopping process!

And all I remember is they adjust brightness and contrast, clear off the blemishes and skin imperfections, cloning, and liquify a bit! And too make the picture more pefect, they added some blur-ish feeling! All photoshop process done within minutes! PRO!!!

After I get my A4 potrait, I head to another side and redeem the products.

And to my surprise, there's hell lotsa of products!!! From skin care to make-up to fragrances... Honestly, I don't know which to choose!

After the sales assistant explained and introduce, I made up my mind and wanna get the limited edition model search make-up kit which cost RM220. That means I still have RM10 balance... Bah~ Who cares, I just want to go home earlier, I'm tired.

BUT... the sales assistant said I'm not allowed to redeem anything lower than RM230 value... That means I need to buy something, make the value above RM230 only I can redeem the products.

WTF! SERIOUSLY!!!

I'm kinda pissed off with this rule! But the only thing I can do is cursing in my heart and turn to Bun, ask him in a super duper small act-cute voice whether he's willing to pay for the extra amount....

And he gave me a face full of darkness, showing me white eyes and telling me for being such an idiot for getting conned. And kena conned so OFFICIALLY!

I asked that sales person what's the cheapest item in their product range, she said either one tone eye shadow or eyeliner.

So, I paid an extra RM60 for the eyeliner in order to redeem the make-up kit and at the same time, feeling pissed off. What a lousy purchasing experience!

And that'll will be the end of the whole model search experience. Lousy ending.

After that, me and Bun decided to go to Isetan baby's room to rest a while. Bun is taking care of Xuan Xuan for almost one and a half hour while I'm not around.

And me, whom feet pain due to long hours of walking and standing with a pair of heels, seriously need some rest too!

*Of course, I don't wanna miss any opportunity to capture that day's beauty... Here's Leng zai Xuan Xuan and Leng lui ME! XD*

*IF Xuan Xuan is not moving, this will be a PERFECTO picture, sighs...*

*This lil fella is sneaking something out of the bag! Catch him!!!*

And a series of me camwhoring pixxie:

*Do I look good in curls?*

*Act Cute LOL!*

*woooooo~ Dunno wooooooo what!*

*Moi Love Moi's Long Eyelashes... Real eyelashes!!!!*

*And dunno why, we went outside the park there dunno for what!*

*This will officially be my MOST EXPENSIVE make-up of the moment! Fucking RM60 for an eyeliner wtf!*

And by here I end this post!!!!!!!!

Bye Bye~!!!

Haha~ What you mean by: WAIT! WHERE'S YOUR POTRAIT!!!???????

Okay la Okay la.... I show you la..... You scroll down see....

Since I don't have scanner, so I gotta take picture of it... So the quality will be lousy a bit....

Here it is.....

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng...............

*Bonjour! Je'mappelle Reiko. Comment' allez vous?*

THE END

A Chance To Shine

*This is me - Reiko Ong*

*And FYI, this is my son - Xuan Xuan*

I asked myselft numerous of times: Do I wanna do this? Should I grab this chance?

Deep down in my heart, there's a sound of truth: Yes, you should go for it!

And...

THIS IS IT!!!!

I want to be HP SPACE'S OFFICIAL BLOGGER! Drop dead SERIOUS!

I always dream to achieve something in my life. So far, the proudest thing I've achieved is giving birth to my son.

But I know, for me myself, I wanted something else. Something that will represent ME, REIKO ONG!

And this time, I felt that the chance is created for me:

1) Who will be free for the WHOLE 4 MONTHS?

- None other than a full time housewife REIKO ONG! (As most of the people are tied down with their studies, jobs etc...)

2) Who likes to write/blog?

- Me, REIKO ONG!

3) Are you able to conversate in English/Chinese both Simplified and Traditional?

- Yes, I CAN!

4) Able to work with producers and whole bunch of crews?

- Why not? I've spend my last 3 years of secondary schooling time on drama and shooting!

5) Are you able to possess a keen eye for entertainment and gossip news?

- Tell me, which girl don't like entertainment and gossip news? Of course I CAN!

For this time, I will do whatever I can to shine!

HP SPACE'S OFFICIAL BLOGGER, COME AND GET A PIECE OF ME!!!

Argh

I got time to blog now, but I don't have photos with me! What a joke!!! (Photos are at another pc which Bun is currently using it to watch Liverpool match! WTF!)

Anyway, I don't know what can I blog now.... Any ideasss???

Life is totally not happening for me right now. I've been trap in home like for a week!? Feeling dull and bored like hell these days... Where to get inspiration to blog la you tell me!

While H1N1 virus is spreading so fast and so many people dying, but still seeing alot of people go travel here and there, partying, going to concerts, shopping and attending meet-ups everyday!

And to my surprise, none of them wear mask! WTF!

Are they not afraid of the virus or am I too afraid of the virus?

Because I have Xuan Xuan with me, so I can't go out like those healthy, normal youngsters who aren't afraid of getting infection at all.

You don't know how afraid I am when we're inside the elevator!!!

Those indians cough and sneeze without covering up their mouth! WTF!!!! And the air circulation is not good inside the elevator!!! I feel like slapping them at their face when they do that! Fucking gross and fucking unethical!!! Who knows you got H1N1 or not???

If got and I got infected because of that bastard I am going to kill him + his whole family!

And seriously, I felt that the virus has upgraded! Before these days, there's no report of death of this virus but suddenly, alot of death cases!

This Influenza A has become Influenza A+ I think, easy to get infected and easily cause death.

I'm kinda afraid and am a bit panic over this virus thingy. I don't know why a lot of people doesn't get it, it really is time to be afraid and control ourselves and restrain from going to unnecessary gatherings and travellings.

Buy a lot of masks, wash hands oftenly and don't put your hand near to your face while you're at outside!!!!

Mexicans used all of these method to control the chances of getting infected. We should to!

There's already thousand of infection cases happening around Malaysia, and almost 60 death cases, I don't see why we don't have to take this seriously.

Really, do start to wear masks and take care of yourself well start from today, this moment!!!

Argh~ I really think I should sleep by now... Getting grumpier and grumpier because lack of inspiration to blog.

Bye~ And take care of yourself well my friends!!!

The Thought For First Year

Guys are so fucking annoying when the issue is about relationship.

Because they don't understand A FUCKING SINGLE THING you're saying!!!

They think they get it, but they just DON'T!!!

And when they think they get it but they don't, they're trying to argue like you're the one who create the problems.

I have to deal with this situation everyday! (Okay, a bit more exaggerating, not everyday, but sometime it is, or the day next.)

FOR A FUCKING ONE YEAR!!!

Yesterday was my First Year anniverssary for my marriage. And the whole thing turns out to be a disaster for both of us.

I will blog about the celebration issue in another post, and now you have to listen to me whine FIRST!!!

Seriously, why do guys always look at the matter differently from how we see it?

Is it because of their brains? Or the hormones or something??? Or simply they don't have enough experience in dealing with the issue?

Whatever it is, just don't to make the issue more and more complicated can you???

As what I mentioned above, I have been in this marriage for one year, and when I look back to the past of ours, all I see are arguments, tears and cold wars. Seriously, this is not fun at all.

And this is only the FIRST YEAR of it! What am I going to do if this marriage is going on for 50 years? Do I have to deal with fights and arguments and cold wars almost everyday???

I think I will die in the age of 40.

Seriously, I think getting married and committed myself in this marriage will be the biggest mistake I have done in my life.

I should've be a single mum. Really.

You have no idea what it is when a guy is forced to marry you because of responsibility.

Not that he doesn't have the love for me, it's just the purpose of the whole marriage is responsibility, not love. The fundamental feeling for the marriage is not love!

The propotion between love and responsibility are imbalance.

In my case, I think responsibility is the main thing.

What's marriage when the guy who marries you doesn't love you as much as he just wanted to marry you and it has to be you?

Maybe you're thinking:

Aiyo, what are you asking for? You should be happy because he's willing to bear his responsibility and deal with this shit!

FUCK YOU! I'm NOT HAPPY!!!

I rather he run away and don't ever appear in front of me than he bears the responsibility of being a father and husband but he's doing both bad!

I rather be a single mum than getting tied up in a marriage which I eventually forgt the feeling of love and happiness.

I'm having bloody childish thinker as husband who thinks he gave up his dream( I don't know he has one!), his own freedom on behalf of the child and me and he's not willing to learn to become a good father, a good husband and not using his brain to think but using his ass!

We both lived in KL instead of Ipoh because I don't want to live the boring life there, and of course, to escape from the controls of his mum. I just don't like my life to be control and fix with the opinions of old folks.

If you're my friend and know me well, you should've know that I like to break the rules and traditions. I have my own personality and I do things according my way.

My personality is too strong it can't be accepted by most of the people.

Only those who are destined to love me can be with me. That includes my best friends, and at least I thought, Bun.

We both met by an arrangement with my friends to a party. Things get a lil heat up as Peiyue gave me his phone number the next day and I'm the one who takes the first move in contacting him.

Yeah, I'm always the one who takes the first step to get to know the person I'm interested with, so what? It's nothing wrong in solving the mysteries and fulfilling my curiosity!

Fyi, he's the one who started the whole relationship, I mean, with the promises of boyfriend thingy.

And so, I think I'm in a stable relationship... But not until 2 months after being with him.

I started to know that he's not the one who will supports me for whatever I'm going after. And of course, all the perceptions of life, views of matter are totally different between us!

I've told him about this problem. For what I believe, I think for two person to get along, at least they have to have something in common, like hobbies, dreams, thinkings.... etc.

But he managed to convince me that: There's no two person in this world is alike. So, what's the problem of being different???

I'm kinda stunned after he said that, and I try to adapt that saying and convince myself that's a right point. No one in this world is the same. We all have differences in ourselves that makes us unique from each other.

And so, ignoring the alarm ringing in my head that warns me about this relationship, I gave in and continue it without a doubt.

But you know, things get worst when the guy you know is sagitaurus!

FUCK Sagitaurus!

Whoever dare to say the one that most suit geminians are sagitaurus are going to let me chop off their tongue so that they'll never spread all the incorrect informations and lead people into troublesome and hardhips!

Maybe you think Sagis are fun, and outgoing, but not when they're in RELATIONSHIP!!!!

In relationship, they're some freaky controller!!! And not to say, childish!!! And doesn't really care about how you feel because they see things about you superficially!

And during the pak tor time, I have rejected A LOT of modelling jobs and some are very high paid indeed. Just because Bun freaking DON'T LIKE me to get involve in this what he called: A dirty society of freelancers and models.

And he tends to influence me in changing styles of my clothing and my personality! How pathetic I am for letting him to do that?????

I did this all because of LOVE! This fucking thing that disappears after getting married!

And then, I'm not me, myself anymore, and I'm not allowed to go out with my friends, who all of them thinking Bun will get angry of me for dumping him alone at home.

Yes, he does get a lil bit angry when I go out and yum cha with friends. How fucking annoying!!!!

Just because you don't have friends to go out with, doesn't means that I have to stay at home accompanying you ALL THE TIME! Do you get it??? I still have my own life!!!! You don't like party, doesn't mean I dislike it too!!!!!

I have to refuse my friends invitation just because I don't want him to be unhappy!!!

I freaking lost my pace and control in my life!!!

I can't even do things that I feel happy doing it!!! FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!

Things have been going on and on and on, and so does arguments and fights.

I'm start thinking to call this relationship to an end. Yes, honestly, I did think of break up with Bun!

The reason is none other than: I can't be the TRUE ME when I'm with him, and I have to deal with all the nonsense and I can't live my life happier when I'm with him.

What's a relationship if you're not happy in it??? Might have escape from it then! Life is so short for you to be unhappy!!!

And at the same time, I'm pregnant!

Seriously, is this a JOKE???????????

If it is, IT'S NOT FUCKING FUNNY AT ALL!!!!

I'm trying to loose the ends here and what I got is more and more tangles of the situation!!!

After knowing I'm pregnant, I'm seriously in a dilemma.

The last minute I'm trying to save my ass out of this shit and the next minute I've been told I have to deal with a bigger shit!!!

What the FUCK!!!

I 100% confirm I want the baby, but not Bun. He actually insist I go for the abortion.

I ask him to go home, go back to his hometown and never come back again. He don't want. So??? Here comes the conflict again!

When I first realise, the baby is already 3 months old, and if I was to do the operation, It has to be done quick! At least we have to made up our mind in 2 days!!!

I cried and cried and cried, did not want that to happen, but I'm watching Bun asking help from his friend by lending money to him. The operation was not cheap!!! The bigger the baby is, higher charge it will be.

And finally, I manage to convince Bun for not going for the operation with all the crying and begging and so on.

Whenever I think, I found it fucking hilarious! I shouldn't have beg him. I should've ask him to leave and go live his life somewhere else instead if he's wanting to get out of this shit so badly.

ALL THOSE MOTHERFUCKER WHO ASKED THEIR GIRLFRIEND TO GO FOR ABORTION ARE SELFISH FUCKER WHO WILL EVENTUALLY GET THEIR ASS INTO HELL!!!

Didn't you realise how much the operation will effect ones health????? And not to say, mental?????

Why do we have to risk our lives and save your ass out if you're the one who is letting all your sperms in and not considering of wearing condoms???

FUCK YOU!!!

Karma will get you for demanding abortion!!! At least, some people will end up alone in their old age and dying without a child surrounding them!!!

These people are not worth to be sympathize for being alone when you're old and when you dying because YOU ARE THE ONE WHO GAVE UP THE CHANCE OF HAVING CHILDREN AND NOT LETTING THEM HAVE A CHANCE TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD AND BE WITH YOU FIRST!!!

Some people who did abortion, after years, when they finally get married, they found that they can't have children!

So what? Why go for all the consultations and trying all the methods to get one since you refuse of having them for the first place??? You deserve it!!!

When god gave you the gift, you refuse the gift by not even looking at it. Sometimes, chance only come ONCE! Prepare or not, it's there. So the decision is yours!

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Anyway, I'm trying very hard for things to work out on my marriage.

I will try my best to look at the positive side of Bun and the whole family thingy, and will try my best to be as positive as I can be!!!

I've learned that ranting and blaming, screaming and yelling won't solve the problem. (But at least will make myself feel better! Haha!) So I should stop all these stupid actions and actually put effort in creating a more harmony family.

(But you'll still be seeing me ranting once in a while... What? I need place to complaint anyway! And pardon me, this is my blog!!!)

Wish me LUCK!!!

Will blog again soon~!!!

Emotion Rollercoaster

After mad angry and pissed off, here I am... Super sad...

This emotion thingy sure likes to torture me to the maximum.

Now my heart is whining whenever I think back what happened yesterday afternoon.

I feel like crying now, no joke!

Yesterday, noon, I was taking nap with my son.

I don't know what got into me, but I had this dream.

I don't dream usually, but somehow I did yesterday.

I know that Gackt was going to Singapore with his fanclub fans. And I heard Kim-Chan said that he'll be helding at concert at Singapore too!!!

How exciting is that??? I wish that I was there!!!

And yesterday's dream is about Gackt!!! This is so amazing because the last time he appeared in my dream is years ago!!!

I dreamed that I was in a car, heading to somewhere... (Maybe Gackt's concert or small meet ups with Malaysian fans, I don't know... Not so sure about it.)

And I was on the highway.. I guess the meet-up is somewhere far from KL. (Maybe Singapore?)

After a while, my car run out of fuel, so we have to make a stop at the nearest petrol station.

While the car is filling with petrol, a car stop behind ours so close I look up want to see who is it and want to show the fucking driver international hand gesture!

But, I saw someone is sitting at the back, at the same time looking at me.

That person is wearing a pair of sunglasses, and after 3 secounds stunning there, I immediately realise that person was Gackt!!!

I was so thrilled and excited I quickly ran back to the car and search for my camera.

I run to Gackt's car with my camera, open the door without permission and I burst into tears, asking/begging him to take a picture with me!!! (Seriously, I felt like the real life me was crying too!!!!!)

I told him how much I adore and love him since the day I knew about his existance in this world.

And with a kind, gentle soul, he agreed to let me take picture with him.

I asked Bun to hold the camera for me, and then I quickly run to Gackt, stand beside him and start posing...

Suddenly, Gackt said:

You can hug me if you want to....

O_O"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

NOW, I CAN DIE WITHOUT REGRET!!

Seriously, CAN I?????

Everything is so unbelievable, after his permission I hugged him and took picture of that pose!!!

I was too happy to think about anything, I think I took that picture with my tears flowing down like river too...

*POOF*

Dream gone...

When I was awake, I couldn't believe that everything was just a dream!

It was so surreal that everything I see/touch/sense, I feel that it was for REAL! Like what we usual see/touch/sense in real life.

Disappointment and sadness strucks me like tsunami....

I just couldn't stop feeling lost about it!!!

I'm so lost and sad I don't want to say anything more after this.

I want to pop my head to bed and hope I can dream about Gackt again.

Good Night!
Sweet Dreams~ Don't end up crying like me ya~! :(

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

My current emotion status:

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..... ( as long as the 'R' can go!!!)

There's so much disappointing things happen in one day that I just want to ROAR it out LOUD!!!

What did I do wrong to people in this world that I have to deal with all these stupid kanasai things that happen to me????????

Is this karma???? I swear I didn't kill animals indirectly for luxury brand's boots/bags/clothes! I'm an vegetarian in fashion aspect!!!!!

But still, why???????

Niama! Damn dulan!

Dulan Issue No.1:

I'm not one of the finalists for the Twisties Lurve Affair contest!

Okay, please make it clear... I am not saying that I am 100% deserve to be one of the finalist, but at least let all the candidates know that we are not chosen for it!!!!

I get no phone calls or emails or any notification for this!!! A condolences email/sms very difficult to write meh???

We're just nervously waiting for the notification STUPIDLY.

Don't we look like a bunch of funny people, looking and staring at the sky for the whole week because we thought there will be meteroids raining down but end up bird dropping shit on us???

YEAH! THIS IS HOW WE FEEL!!!!

Even weather reporter will say sorry to audiences for the absence of meteroids even though that's 100% not their fault that meteroids aren't appearing!

But an email/sms of notification for failing the screening test is very EASY to compose and send but yet the company failing in doing that.

I'm very upset and disappointed that I totally think I've wasted my time sitting at the advertisement office for almost 1 hour and a half for nothing! (Except I get to know Lizzie, this is the only thing I gain!)

We're told to be there at 3:45p.m. Many of us did but not for the client!!!

We, all the candidates have to wait for the clients to arrive! Wasting our precious time! How sucks! Give me back my half an hour life that you're late!

This morning only I realise that 3 finalists are chosen, from the Twisties Lurve Facebook account.

And what? The 3 finalists lurve affair are with plants, rubik's cube and Twilight.

Seriously, WHAT THE FUCK???????

Can you say that you'll still love the same plant 30 years from now?????

Which the plant only can be recall through memories because it dies so fast???

Can you say that you'll still love solving rubik's cube 50 years from now???

(Yeah, maybe you can Alex!!! I think Rubik's Cube Lurve Affair is quite interesting! My vote are YOURS!!!)

Can you say that you'll still love Twilight series 80 years from now???

You're sleeping with the books??? How about putting it in the same grave with you 80 years later then???

But seriously, lurve affair with plants and Twilight book series!!!???? What's in the head of the judges?????

Come on!! Is these all the best you guys can get???? You judges can definitely do better than that!!!

Everybody can have their own plants and Twilight book series!!!!

I can't believe that judges think creation of God a.k.a human beings a.k.a my son are less interesting than ordinary plants and books!!!

And definitely there are more feverish plants lover and crazier Twilight fans out there! So, what's the big deal with these two????

Have you judges see my son or not?????? If you didn't, SHAME ON YOU for judging things superficialy!!!

He's superb adorable and a godsend future actor to be for your information!!! Definitely more cute and funny than plants and books!!!

I'm not in desperate to win that Mac notebook, but I seriously don't think these two deserve in winning it too based on their lurve affair. That just don't make any sense!!!

As I've said, your love for plants and books are not a long period and stable affair that you might change as fast as you can when you saw something new!

When your plant die, you find a new, cuter plant to replace it, and a new love affair begins?

When you found that another author writes more outstanding, indescribable love between vampires and humans, then you dump your Twilight book series (Ok, maybe not dump, but keep the book in some door-closed-cabinet and then totally forget about its existance) and decided to go to your new love?

These love affair are just bullshitsssss!

Argh~ I still can't understand why plants and Twilight book series are interesting lurve affair and can be chosen as one of the finalists!!!!

Even Lizzie's Lurve Affair with her Shoes are way better than these TWO!!!!

Damn dulan!!

Dulan Issue No.2:

Wangsa Maju, Genting Klang and Setapak areas are famous because of TAR College and its students all living in the area as I've mentioned.

Lots of people walking around, lots of cars and lots of restaurants and cafe.

And the thing I'm going to ROAR about are the people!!!!!

Are you guys blind???? Can't you see that the car is coming???

Yet you guys STILL CROSSING THE ROAD with a SLOW SPEED like turtle!!!

And what? The car have to stop and let you cross the road first then only the car's turn to go!?

WTF!!!!!

How many times do I have to encounter this type of turtleshit people???????

This happens almost EVERYDAY when I'm at Jln Genting Klang or at the Tian Xia/ Wei Yi Restaurant around Genting Klang or at Desa Setapak Shop Lots!!!!

It is either people walk so slow because they're dragging their big ass with them while crossing the road or people who thinks they're so skinny, walking aside but in fact NOT! They're walking in the CENTER OF THE LANE!!!!

I don't like people to get into my way!!! Seriously NO!!!!

And yet, I don't want to honk you because I scare it will embarassed you, I thought you will be smart and know your position immediately and shift aside/stop aside first and let me pass!

But apparently NO!!!!!!! YOU ARE NOT STOPPING OR SHIFTING OR DOING ANYTHING!!! You're still in a slow speed, either crossing road or walk in the center of the lane!!!!

You guys don't have any dangerous feelings or something like that??? Or you guys just seriously aren't afraid of dying in accidents???

You guys don't mind dying but I very mind about it because I don't want to run my car over you!!!! It'll dirty my car!!!!

PLEASE!!! NEXT TIME JUST GET OFF THE CAR LANE!!!!

The corridors of shop lots and pedestrian bridge and pavement walkway are there FOR A REASON!!!!!

Which is for all of you these turtleshitsss to walk on!!!

Don't ever think it's okay and it SHOULD be the car waiting for you to cross the road/walk in the center of the lane until you reach your destination!

That is so FUCKING ANNOYING I JUST HOPE I HAVE AIR HONK WITH ME AND HONK YOU TILL DEAF!!!!!

Next time if you saw people honking around Setapak area, maybe that person is me!

Dulan Issue no.3:

I'm staying in one of those government low cost flat...

And recently they decided to paint the whole block DUCK SHIT GREEN!!!!

What the fuck??? There are whole bunch of colours created by humans but you choose none other than this SHIT COLOUR!!!

What the SHIT is SHITTING IN YOUR BRAIN???

Who approve this SHIT COLOUR to be painted on the building's walls anyway????

I SHALL PAINT ALL YOUR HOUSE WALLS WITH THIS SHIT COLOUR SEE YOU SHIT OR NO SHIT!!!!

Whenever I come back from outside, and look upon the building's colour, I feel constipated!!!!

And no shit, the feeling is very irritating!!!

The colour just make me no mood for shitting!!!

Can I complaint to DBKL for this? Seriously.

They desperately need NEW building contruction consultation.

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN DUCK SHIT!!!!

I wanna move to a new condo or something!!!!

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

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When one person is in bad mood, everything seems to get in her way, easily.

And too, the perspective of seeing things are different.

If I'm in a good mood today, probably I will think:

- Oh~ It's totally fine for dropping out from the finalists. Maybe my son is not attractive than plants or books.

- Wow! Their love affair sure is unique! (Plants and books????? Unique My ASS!!!)

- I look like shit I don't deserve to be on the screen or 8TV Quickie. Sighs!

- It's okay, just go ahead cross the road slowly, I'll wait for you.

- Oh, poor lil girl, so hungry she forgot the existance of CARS...

- Oh~ Duck shit colour is one unique colour... Haven't seen it on any building before!

BUT NOT TODAY!!!

TODAY REIKO IS SUPER PISSED OFF AND ALL OF YOU SHALL NOT GET INTO MY WAY!!!!

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

All my photos have vampire teeth because it'll look fiercer. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a fan of Twilight.

PUI!