Thursday, November 30, 2006

FUCK YOU STPM!!!!!

Beating up an innocent child, tyheir wounds can be heal...
Crushing in a car accident, those injuries can be heal...
But...
TAKING STPM CAN BE THE MOST WORST THING YOU'LL EVER DO IN YOUR LIFE!!!!
those no brain teacher give you some stupid question which were least expected to come out during exam time.... They will like to hurt your brain, make you suffer till you wanna die and last.... YOU GET A FAIL IN THE RESULT!!!
FUCK YOU STPM EXAMINORS!!!!!!!!!!!!
you guys have any idea how many of our brain cells will die during one exam which is 3 hours long and all in esssay form???
YOU THINK WE ALL ARE GENIUS AR????
STUPID!!!!
go try and sit in the class for 9 times in a row answer all those question that I ask you la!!!! EVERY PAPER 3 HOURS!!!
Waste time, waste money, waste trees only la you guys.....
Hopefully those trees save some grudge for you all!

P.s: my monitor crashed T_T..... no post with photos....T_T

Friday, November 17, 2006

Leonid Meteor Shower

Woo hoo~ Friends from North America and Western Europe... Be sure to look high up in the sky this weekend... Because the LEONID METEOR SHOWER is going to give you guys' sky a really good and nice bath!
Saturday 18 Nov : 11:45p.m.
Sunday 19 Nov: 4:45a.m.
At the peak, these two locations can see up to 150 shooting stars per hour! 150 SHOOTING STARS PER HOUR!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS???? YOU CAN WISH FOR 150 WISHES MAN!!! IN AN HOUR!!! COOL!!! XD
Here's some tips on how to watch:

  1. Precise prediction of meteor showers is an infant science, so those in position to observe the possible outburst should plan to head out a half-hour before the predicted peak, allowing eyes time to adjust to the dark, and stay out for up to a half hour after the expected peak.
  2. No special equipment is needed. Telescopes and binoculars are of no use.
  3. A lounge chair or blanket and warm clothes are all you need.
  4. Find a dark location with a clear view of the Eastern horizon. Lie back, face East, and scan as much of the sky as you can . You never know exactly where a Leonid will appear.


Tips from: Yahoo!News

Here's a photo captured at Beijing at 19 Nov 2001...

More news? Please visit:Strong Leonid Meteor Expected This Weekend

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Faith:Trust:Truth

How many people can really say that they're loyal to their partner?
Do you dare to ask yourself?
Do you dare to speak out load that you're LOYAL?
Don't speak so loud first if you haven't meet the TEMPTATION of your life!
A believable person will do some unbelievable things...
Have faith, trust in somebody 100%, but... become something that'll be the pain of your life...
How come human born with a greedy heart?
Do you think you still have options in your life once you step into the red carpet?
The answer is NO! Did you hear me??? NOOO!!!
What only means to you is YOUR FAMILY..... To take care of them, get close and buld up a good relationship with them, be with them till the end of your life... There's no other options...
But why somebody have to make the game complicated??? They think they're really playing games??? They think they have the cheat code to make the game more exciting, more fun, and won't die??? FUCK OFF LA! There's no such thing ok!!!???
I really don't know what is going on... In this world, there's so many things happening, but why such bad thing happened around me? WHY? I still half believe what she told me but till I saw the essay! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!! Do you know you wrote such DISGUSTING thing and you still dare to save it in your own computer!!!??? How old are you? Do you think your action bring you back to your youth time again??? You dun SIAO la! Only bring you to hell ok? Do you think of what your family thinks? What your wife will think and feel? What your daughter will feel??? Do you care their feelings when they discover your action??? You don't really hope that they'll fogive you isn't??? You really brain have problem liao! X_X
Is there anyone I can trust??? Anyone that can 100% loyal? I don't think so.... After what happened in these few days... I don't think I'll ever trust anyone 100% again.... Even the most kind-looking person cheat, what about the rest of the people in this world?
My feeling is so SUCK right now..... WORLD SUCKS, LIFE SUCKS....
The FAITH is so FRAGILE, The TRUST is UNWORTHY, The TRUTH is so PAIN and HURT.
*truth.... hurts....*

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Death Note Gang

Here's some photos that I just received from Pei yue's camera...
hahahahahaha.... What a DEATH NOTE GANG! XD
**chicken, Kei, Me, Potato**
*I'm holding the Death Note movie tickets... haha... then Kei like showing some tricks, slowly her hands appears holding the movie ticket also... lol.... Ivy and Qi laugh like hell....XD*

*after the movie, we decided to take photo with the advertisement box.... LOVE DEATH NOTE SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! hahahaha.... But I know I look like ghost anyway... hahaha XD*

*Qi really looks like she's holding the apple right???? hahahaha XD good effect!!! I know I try to stand and pose like L, but anyways, I still sucks.... =P.....*

But no matter what~ HAPPY "L" DAY~ MINNA-SAN~ ^O^*
May today be one of our sweet memories and keeps in all our hearts and accompany us.... till end....
*Lol... i sound like a priest~ XD

Monday, November 13, 2006

Song of Lonely


This book is called "Song of Lonely"... another masterpiece by a Taiwan novelist - Hiyawu...
I bought this book few days ago, and also, finish reading it few days ago... Hiyawu said that when he finish wrote this book, He feel "afraid" and "joyful".... kinda confusing isn't? He say, the "afraid" part is that he feels he reveal too many of himself, th REAL him in this book... this make him feel insecure...When a novelist is writing some of his secrets, he needs alot of courage to do that, but unluckily, he's not that kind of brave person, so he feel afraid... but at the other side, he feel "joyful" because he dare to take the first step, to reveal those secrets which lives inside his heart, he feels that when he finish wrote this book, the first sun ray which shine through his window are different from the other days... feel fresh and new... ^_^
To me, after I read this book, honestly, I do feel lonely... Very lonely.... Those lonely feelings are like bursting out from the deepest of my heart, conquering my mind, my thoughts, my perspectives and everything of me... How many people actually do admit that they're lonely? How many people do really reveal their loneliness in them? In this world, everyone cover up their loneliness by homework, work, housework, and every excuses that they can find around them, just to escape from admit that actually they're lonely... Don't get me wrong, the lonely which I refer to is the strong feelings that you'll cry whenever your heart start to realise it, not that one which cannot satisfy from sex they have or friends they have... Alone doesn't mean Lonely... Lonely doesn't mean you're not alone....
Have you ever try that you're laughing with your friends, but yet you feel that those laughters can really fill your heart, your heart still have something missing? Have you ever try to stand in the middle of the road, start to looking at the sky and feels that no one in this world know anything about you? Have you ever try to say something to your friends but still you couldn't find any words that is suitable to describe the feelings which lies deep inside your heart that you swallow all those words you wanna say to your friend? Have you ever sit at the corner of your room during evening, lights off, you put your knees in front of your chest, and started to looking outside of the window, feel very helpless that you wanna cry? These are just some lonely expressions which is so undescribable but yet so REAL...
Loneliness is not something that can be share among friends, lovers or parents... It's just a very special feeling which belongs to you, yourself, alone... Only you're the one who can truly understand the loneliness of yourself, others can't... People around only can try to understand, try to say some good words to make you feel better, but they can't feel what you feel - lonely. In every aspects, there's an existance of loneliness... In parent-child relationship, in friendship, in love... There's loneliness inside them... Maybe you'll say, I have everything I need, a pair of good parents, a bunch of good friends and a very understanding and caring lover/partner... but you know what? You're just trying to cover-up the loneliness inside you... There's nothing can be describe as perfect... Same as human, people can't be 100% perfect, you're just lying to yourslef that you're OK and you don't feel lonely... But when sky is in black colour, the city starts to sleep, people around you start to disappear, the true feelings from your inner heart starts to tell you how it feels... It feels Lonely~
Probably you'll start to question me: What's the point of this post? I just wanted to tell you, Loneliness can't be share, I just try to spill out all those loneliness inside my heart, but still, the loneliness inside my heart are not reduce... Just become stronger... Maybe I just try to search for someone who admits that they're lonely too... and they agree about what I say about lonely... that's all....